Tomorrow's Way

I want to wipe away the moment,
But I want to cling to it all the same.
I don't understand myself.

No one has a second shot at life.
I could try to hide in a strange town,
But I'd still be full of doubt.

I want to escape from my childish urges,
I'll just keep wallowing in excuses if I don't.

If I follow the scraps of my memories,
I can return to those innocent days,
Like a little boy in another life.

I dreamed a world in my childhood.
I was born to make it come true.
I'm a baby, and I want to cry.
But if I have to take this pain
To make my dreams come true,
It's not so bad...

If life itself is a battle,
Then I can only win or lose.
Even I get that.

All this pain makes me want to cry.
Now an urge to chase tomorrow springs up.

I want to live on the right path.
I just want to live on the right path.
Like that boy, long long ago.

There was a breath I felt as a child,
I was born to live up to it.
I'm a baby, and I want to cry.
But if I have to take this pain
To make my dreams come true,
It's not so bad...

I don't want to trip over people's words.
I don't want to be a confused little kid.

The future has its own promises.
It's all right if I can't be a kid again.
I might be afraid of Tomorrow's Way,
But Life is a one-way street.

I dreamed so many things as a child,
I was born to live up to them all.
I'm a baby, but I won't cry or whine.
If I have to take a little pain
To make my dreams come true,
It's not so bad at all...

It's Happy Line

Who am I living for?
The cloudy days pass me by.
This weakness, this pain:
Do I feel all of it, or just a little?

I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost, yeah, yeah
Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

What should I believe in?
My life flies past me and I don't even know it.
No matter what the night brings,
Please, don't frown.

Everyone has happy faces and voices,
I wonder if I can see them.
But even if I can't laugh, yeah, yeah.
I've found my courage at last.
I saw your red eyes and I tried to laugh.
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost, yeah, yeah
Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

Just My Way

Just My Way

I can't find my keys anywhere.
I can't come out of my room,
Not until I find them.

I'm not gonna make it in time.
Nobody's waiting for me.
But I'm still hurrying about.

Day after day,
I can't be with the people I love.

Work at it, now work at it!
I'm sputtering all over the place.
I cried and screamed and screamed and cried.
I can't get out of here!!

Give me love,
Give me your love,
I'm starting to lose it.
This key is ticking me off all right,
Maybe I never had it in the first place.

I've lost my way...

We don't talk to each other, period
Not even on our voice mail
Well, I'm talking with someone...

Day after Day,
I can't see the people I love

I'm freaked, I'm freaked!
Freedom doesn't help, heck, it hurts!
My luck keeps changing,
Who's getting in my way?

Without you,
Without you now,
I'm gonna go, no matter what.
Without you,
Without you now,
I'll wait for you after a little while.

Work at it, now work at it!
I'm sputtering all over the place.
I cried and screamed and screamed and cried.
I can't get out of here!!

Give me love,
Give me your love,
I'm starting to lose it,
I have it, I'll find it!
How long will it keep going like this?

I'm freaked, I'm freaked!
Freedom doesn't help, heck, it hurts!
Fate's making me mess up so much,
All I can do is keep looking.

Without you,
Without you now,
I'm gonna go, no matter what.
Without you,
Without you now,
I can find this key!

Just My Way
Just My Way

Ready to Love

I wanted to see you,
I started looking for you.
I'll take it one step at a time,
So I won't screw this up.

No way I'm gonna take this!
The days are all the same.
I shouted at the sky, wanting things to change.

I kept hiding in someone's eyes,
But now I want to leave them and cry!

I'm Ready to Love, so don't be sad.
Just smile and laugh!

The sky finally cleared,
But I didn't leap up and run away.
Because of you, I'm happy,
Even when it's pouring outside.

I think there's only one way to love,
If I'm wrong, somebody'll set me straight.

I don't know anything about love,
But I'll try, and no one's gonna stop me!

I'm Ready to Love! I wished on a star,
And I know it'll come true!

I just want to be there for you, always.
I love everything about you!
Together, we'll change this lonely town.

I kept hiding in someone's eyes,
But now I want to leave them and cry!

I'm Ready to Love, so don't be sad.
Just smile and laugh!

I don't know anything about love,
But I'll try, and no one's gonna stop me!

I'm Ready to Love! I wished on a star,
And I know it'll come true!

Why Me

Why Me * one of my faves.. *

Find me, Chase me,
I'm always lonely.

The feelings of that Sad Night, long ago...
They melted into the twilight.

My soul feels like it's fading away too...
Like everybody I see is taking a piece of it...

I've always believed someone will save me,
But using my own legs, I'll just be myself.

By My Weakness, By My Sorrow,
I'll find the courage within me.
From here on out, By My Weakness
I'll hold that shining future in my hands
Good Day...Oh My Self...

I need you here
I've searched and searched for you.

Every night when I didn't stand still,
Before sunrise, I embraced the sky.

I'll never forget the songs
That you sang and gave to me.
I can get stronger. I'll just by myself.

By My Weakness, By My Sorrow,
I'll find the courage within me.
From here on out, By My Weakness,
I'll hold that shining future in my hands.

By My Weakness, By My Sorrow,
I'll find the courage within me.
From here on out, By My Weakness,
I'll hold that shining future in my hands.

By My Weakness, By My Sorrow,
From here on out, By My Weakness,
I'll hold that shining future in my hands.

My Soul

Feel My Soul

I got tired of crying.
Life doesn't hand out answers.
I might wander and stumble, but I can't stop.

Let's just believe...

You smiled and cried for me,
Those acts touched my heart,
And healed its aching wounds.

I Feel My Soul, Take Me Your Way.
Everybody in Life is always searching
For that one precious thing.

This isn't a coincidence,
Nor is it a false love,
You're Right, All Right.
You're Right, All Right, Scared Little Boy.

I trace my steps again and again.
I never seem to get anywhere.
I hear you whispering to me,
And it warms my heart.

I Feel My Soul, Take Me Your Way.
No, I won't turn back again.
I'll find the answers with my own hands.

I'm always suffering, but the reason's simple:
I want to know my purpose in Life.
You're Right, All Right.
You're Right, All Right, Scared Little Boy.

You comfort me with your soft words,
I can't move. I can't see.
But you unlock the path before me.

I Feel My Soul, Take Me Your Way.
Yes, I might be struggling,
But I still can go on, even like this.

You said "This isn't a coincidence."
"This isn't some normal dream."
Well, You're Right, All Right.
You're Right, All Right.

I'm always suffering, but the reason's simple:
I want to know the point of happiness.
You're Right, All Right.
You're Right, All Right, Scared Little Boy.

..merindukanMu..

Hari ini aku tegar mencarimu. Biar tidak kau jawab, namun aku akan tetap menyapamu..Kerana aku terlalu terlalu dan terlalu rindu. Hari ini aku tegar menunggumu. Biar tidak kau hirau, aku akan tetap menyapamu. Kerana aku terlalu, terlalu dan terlalu rindu. Hari ini aku masih tegar menyintaimu. Bukankah perpisahan ini adalah jalan untuk aku melupakanmu dan kau melupakan aku. tapi kenapa bukan sahaja ia tidak lari dari benak fikirku, namun semakin kuat kasih sayangku padamu dan semakin rindu aku padamu. Aku akan menyapamu, menunggu dan mencarimu. Namun kau tiada.

Kau tahu yang aku akan tetap menyintaimu dengan seluruh negara jiwa ku. Kau tidak akan kehilangan aku. Dikala tak tertanggung kesakitan merinduimu, kata-kata dan lagu lagu mu membuatku terus waras. Kau tidak akan kehilanganku. Namun aku masih takpaksa bersedia menanti dan menunggu detik masa dimana aku akan kehilanganmu selama-lamanya.

..adakah saya nampak sedih?

adakah saya nampak sedih?
janganlah cakap begitu..
saya sedang berusaha untuk melawan nya..

memang sesuatu telah buat saya begini..
tapi.. saya taknak cakap

sekarang, saya sedang cuba buat penutup
penutup yang ketat..
perkara itu, rasa kecewa ini,.. semuanya
kalau tidak.. perasaan yang sedih akan datang
membawa kemurungan..
dan saya akan ditelan oleh perasaan teruk itu lagi..

saya taknak itu berlaku
sekarang ini.. saya akan tutup
supaya hati saya takkan sakit lagi..

mungkin suatu hari nanti
apabila saya menjadi orang yang lebih tabah..
mungkin saya akan berupaya membuka
penutup yang telah saya tutup dengan ketat
tanpa ditelan..

jangan ikut hati mati..
tp hari ini saya masih hidup
adalah kerana kedegilan hati ini..

tak mungkin ada yang faham kan..

..selepas kau pergi

selepas kau pergi
tinggallah sendiri ku disini
ku merasakan sesuatu yang
tlah hilang didalam hidupku

dalam lubuk hatimu
ku yakin kau pun sebenar nya
tak inginkan lepas dari ku
tahukah kau kini ku terluka

c/o bantu aku membencimu
ku terlalu mencintaimu
dirimu begitu berarti untuk ku

kau telah mencinta
tapi cinta itu kasihmu
inilah takdir bagiku
hilanglah damba dikala hampa

lupakan ku dalam tidur
yang pernah mencintai mu
kau memang tercipta bukanlah untuk ku

selepas kau pergi
tinggallah disini ku sendiri
ku merasakan sesuatu yang tlah hilang
didalam hidupku
lalalalaaa.....

..mencintai seseorang

Mahu kamu balik ke sisi saya
Itu perkara mustahil
Saya tak mahu memaksa diri lagi
Jika kita tiada harapan lagi
Saya memang nak lupakan
Semua nya mengenai kamu
Apabila saya nak tersenyum
Kamu pula buat saya menangis
Apa yangs aya nak buat
Apabila saya rindukan kamu
Saya tak dapat mengawal diri
Saya cuba lupakan kamu
Tapi saya tak dapat lakukan..
Saya tak sangka hanya
Mencintai seseorang
Ianya adalah begitu menderita

..cuma

saya
Cuma mahu menjaga dia
saya
Cuma mahu berada disisi org yg disukai
mengapa tak boleh?

Memori saya
Saya sentiasa ingatkan saat2 itu
Tutupkan mata
Saya akan ingat segala2nya
Kau begitu jauh
Saya
Cuma berdiri dari jauh

Saya masih cintakan kamu
Saya hendak beritahu kamu
Yang saya ingin mencintai kamu selama-lamanya
Kalau sempat
Saya mahu kamu menemani saya sehingga keserata dunia

Sebab saya tahu apa yang saya buat pun tak mungkin
Dapat mengubah apa..
Saya minta maaf kerana telah menyusahkan kamu
Tp kamu telah memilih dia
Tolonglah hidup dengan bahagia!

..Satu Nama Satu Cinta

.. Sesuatu tentang Dia

DIA

Dia sebenarnya hanyalah seorang gadis biasa.. seorang anak desa yang sedang berjuang meneruskan kehidupannya seperti insan lain.. yang mahu hidup gembira dan bahagia. Namun jalan kebahagian bukanlah semudah yang disangka.. menyedari tentang hakikat ini dia sedaya upaya cuba mengharungi kehidupan hariannya yang pastinya tidak lagi dia ketahui kesudahannya dan barangkali masih lagi tercari-cari dirinya sendiri. Sesuatu yang dia sendiri tidak menyedari..

dia masih lagi tak henti-henti membayangkan apa yang telah dilaluinya seminggu yang lepas dan mula memikirkan perkara yang bakal terjadi selepas nie.. dia hampir tak terdaya untuk melangkah.. malas.. namun tetap dilangkahi jua.. dia membilang langkahnya.. alangkah baiknya jika setiap langkahnya itu mampu membuat dia tersenyum.. namun tatkala itu langkah terus dihayun tanpa jiwa yang tidak lagi dapat berehat sebentar dari kekusutan. Dia merenung keluar tingkap.. deras permandangan ditinggalkan..

ada satu wajah sedang bermain di matanya.. satu wajah yang sangat dirinduinya.. dibiarkan nya wajah itu terus bermain disitu.. kerana dia tahu itu sahaja caranya untuk dia melihat senyuman manis itu dengan lirikan mata yang kecil dan sedikit sepet itu nampak bergitu berjaya dan sangat memikat hatinya. Dia tersenyum sendirian matanya dipejamkan.. menghayati lamunannya dan tiba-tiba terdengar suara wajah manis itu memanggil namanya.. sayup, namun sangat bermakna.. lantas segera diangkat kelopak matanya.. mencari punca suara itu.. tapi segera airmata pula yang jatuh berlinangan dari kelopak matanya yang terbuka itu.. saat itu dia sedar wajah itu, suara itu sudah jauh pergi meninggalkannya..

terduduk dia dicelah jendela yang ditembusi cahaya pagi tu.. meratap kepedihan hatinya.. dibiarkannya airmata nya itu jatuh membasahi pipi dan bajunya.. dibiarkannya suara tangisan nya itu kedengaran memecah kedinginan pagi itu.. betapa berat hatinya dia menanggung kerinduan yang semakin sarat membukam didada nya itu..

Setiap hari setiap kali dibuka kelopak matanya.. setiap kali itulah di suatu sudut jauh di dalam hatinya.. kesal kerana masih ada pagi menunggu untuk dipenuhinya.. dia sangat berharap agar tiada lagi kehidupan selepas ini untuk dilalui dengan penuh kerinduan begini. alangkah bagusnya jika malam tadi adalah malam terakhir bagi dia di dunia ini..

arghh.. bila mata telah dibuka..dia tahu itu bermakna hidup terpaksa diteruskan jua..walaupun dia terpaksa mengadap matahari, terpaksa mendukung rasa cinta dan rindu yang sangat sarat saban hari.. dia atur jua langkah kaki nya itu supaya masih seiring dengan masa yang kebelakangan ini agak kerap mempermainkan kehidupannya. dijalaninya kehidupannya yang sunyi tanpa suara orang kesayangannya itu, yang telah hambar tanpa senyuman kasihnya yang dulu sentiasa disisinya..

kerana masa, telah memisahkan dia dengan kesayangannya itu.. dia mengeluh perlahan.. taktahu bagaimana nak meneruskan langkahnya lagi..